WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO BE
skinny, pretty, thin, loved, important to someone, special to someone, more sure about me, funny, a girl with a beautiful smile. I would like to be not me.
STOP
Put down the cookie. Close the cupboards. Walk away from the fridge. You’re strong, you can do this. Do it for the thin legs, the collarbones and dainty waist. Do it to be skinny.
skinny, pretty, thin, loved, important to someone, special to someone, more sure about me, funny, a girl with a beautiful smile. I would like to be not me.
⚠️ EAT WHEN YOU’RE HUNGRY
REMEMBER: Your goal is to be thin not to go to the hospital. Skinny is not worth dying.
Don’t push yourself too much, don’t put yourself in danger. Stay safe.
If you are home:
* Drink cups of water before and after eating: at least 2L a day 🍸🍽
* Breakfast:
- coffee ☕️
- or tea 🍵
- fruits 🍎
- or cereals with low sugar 🌾
* Lunch:
- soup 🍜
- or a salad 🥗 with tomatoes 🍅 cucumbers 🥒 boiled egg 🥚 shrimps 🍤 salmon… 🍣
- or steamed vegetables 🍲
- or green beans 🍲
- or peas 🍲
- or mashed potatoes 🥔
- or rice 🍚 and fish 🐟
- for dessert: a fruit 🍌
- or a 0% yoghurt
* Break:
- detox tea or green tea 🍵
- or a coffee ☕️ with stevia sugar free
- eventually a cereal bar low sugar 🌾
- or fruits 🥝
* Dinner: (try to eat before 8pm)
- soup 🍜
- or a salad 🥗
- or steamed vegetables 🍲
* Evening:
- herbal tea, detox tea or green tea 🍵
Activities to avoid binging:
* Sleep 💆🏻
* Exercise: do squats, abs, training bike, running 🏃🏻♀️🏋🏻♀️🚴🏻♀️
* Watch series or movies: 🖥🎞
- Skins
- Starving in suburbia
- To the bone
- 13 reasons Why
- Pretty little liars
- Gossip girl
- Desperate housewives
* Read books: 📖
- Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
- Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson
- 13 reasons Why by Jay Asher
- Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberley McCreight
- Damage by Eve Ainsworth
- 7 days by Eve Ainsworth
- Everything everything by Nicola Yoon
* Watch videos and shorts movies about anorexia and bulimia 👩🏻💻
* Go on tumblr and stuff and look for thinspiration 📱
* Look at your body on a mirror 🤰🏻
* Take pictures of your body 📸
* Make a list on what you dislike on your body 📝
Safe food:
* Soup 🍜
* Salad 🥗
* Vegetables (tomatoes, cucumbers, carrots, avocados, corn, peppers, eggplants, potatoes, peas, green beans) 🍅🥒🥕🥑🌽🌶🍆🥔
* Fruits (watermelon, apples, strawberries, cherries, raspberries, oranges, clementines, pears, grapes, peaches, lemon, pineapples, bananas) 🍉🍏🍎🍓🍒🍊🍐🍇🍑🍋🍍🍌
* Mashed potatoes 🥔
* Celery 🥗
* Cereals 🌾
* Rice 🍚
* Wheat 🍚
* Fish 🐟
* Shrimps 🦐
* Salmon 🍣
* 0% yoghurt 🍨
* Stevia sugar 🍥
* Coffee ☕️
* Tea (herbal, green, detox) 🍵
* Lemonade 🍸
* Orange juice 🍹
* Smoothie 🍹
Fear food:
* Fast food 🍔🍟🌭🌯🌮
* Pizza 🍕
* Bread 🍞🥖
* Pastry 🥞🥐
* Chips 🍟
* Mac n cheese 🍝
* Fried chicken 🍗
* Meat 🥓
* Cheese 🧀
* Cake 🍰🍩🍪
* Chocolate 🍫
* Nutella 🍫
* Peanut butter 🥜
* Candy 🍭🍬
* Ice cream 🍦
* Soda 🥛
Things always have with you:
* Bottle of water 🍾
* Chewing gum 🍬
* Cereal bar 🌾
* An apple 🍏
General rules:
* Count every calories and each bite, write it, make total of calories every day 📝
* Weigh in the morning before eating ⏲
And to all who binged today and feel bad, don’t worry it happened to all of us to crack but don’t give up and hold on.
I hope it will help you wish you luck xx
MUST READ EVERY SINGLE DAY
i will lose weight
i will be skinny
i will do this
losing weight is easy
i’ll do whatever it takes to be skinny
losing weight is possible
skinny is possible
it is possible
i can do this
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i am not giving up
i’m not giving up no matter how hard it gets
i won’t stop until i reach my goal
i love losing weight
i love getting skinny
i’m enjoying this journey
i’m enjoying my progress
losing weight is fun
i love my body
i’m aware of my eating habits
i’m aware of how they affect my body
i love eating healthy food
i will eat healthy food only
i’m eating healthy food only
i’m eating small portions
i need to eat small
i will not binge
i will not exceed my calories intake
i will not eat more than i need to
i choose to lose weight
i choose to be skinny
i have to lose weight
i have to be skinny
nothing can stop me
no one can stop me
i’m in control
no one and nothing can control me
i’m in control of this
i choose to eat what i want
i choose to do what i want
no one is forcing me to do anything
nothing is forcing me to do anything
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i love being healthy
i will reach my goals
i will reach my goal weight
i will reach my ultimate goal weight
i’m capable of losing weight
i have whatever it takes to lose weight
it’s all up to me
i’m the one in control of losing weight
it’s not too late
it’s never too late
i have all of the time to lose weight
there’s no limit in losing weight
i’m losing weight faster
i’m improving every day
i’m losing body fat every day
i love moving my body
my body burns fat every day
feel free to add more x
“Io poi sono un maestro del parlar tacendo. Tutta la mia vita l'ho trascorsa parlando in silenzio, e sempre in silenzio sono passato, solo con me stesso, attraverso autentiche tragedie.”
- Fedor Dostoevskij
hai gli occhi
da pianto
ma non piangi
mai.
- Marco Polani
E se puoi, evita di tornare da chi se n’è andato, anche se ti manca, anche se fa male, una mancanza non può riempire il vuoto che senti ora.
Un cuore fatto a pezzi non ha bisogno di essere calpestato ancora.
Pensa a rinascere, a risplendere, a diventare ciò che vuoi.
Pensa a stare meglio, passo dopo passo, respiro dopo respiro.
Ci vorrà del tempo ma tornerai da te.